The glory that awaits…

Heavenly Father,

My pain sometimes feels overwhelming, but I know that you see, understand, and offer comfort to me in those heartbreaking moments. Help me keep my eyes on your eternal promise, knowing that today’s trials can’t compare to the glory that awaits. May I never lose sight of your will and purpose for my life. I lean on your strength, trust in your love, and stand firm on your word.

In Jesus’ sovereign, righteous and holy name. Amen. 🩷

Happy Mother’s Day πŸ’

My Momma helped me remove that chip off my shoulder and told me that nobody can save me, but me. Nobody can heal me, but me.

Thank you for holding my hand as I save and heal myself. Thank you for being my source of strength as I rebuild the essence of my very being.

I am nothing without your love, compassion, and encouragement. I love you more than anything. β™₯️

You deserve all things magical.

Ground Zero. πŸ’«

And suddenly you know. It’s time to start something new and trust the magic of beginnings. -Meister Eckhart

I lost everything. My mental stability. My spouse. My job. My sense of financial security. My world as I knew it had shattered into a million pieces.

I donated, trashed, and got rid of everything else, material wise, that was left. Clothes, shoes, furniture, etc. It was a lot. Why? I was so broken that I didn’t want anything to remind me of my former life. It was too painful.

There have been so many moments when I regretted this decision. Family and friends gently questioned if it was the best choice and if I was “losing my mind.” I wasn’t. I hadn’t. What was unfolding was I’d finally begun living for me and making my own decisions. No matter how insane it seemed to anyone else.

You see, downgrading and downsizing isn’t always negative. Strategically living below your means to reach your goals (because you no longer have the safety net of having a spouse who also makes a good living) is brave and inspiring. It has been so fun and liberating beginning anew!

To my surprise, I learned that there was a silver lining. I learned that with less, I actually have more. Most importantly, I learned that there is beauty beginning again at ground zero.

My advice to you is to take those million pieces and make a masterpiece.