
I don’t want to be around what I had to heal from.

I don’t want to be around what I had to heal from.

Dear 95th Academy Awards / Oscars,
💜: Tina Turner “Anna Mae Bullock”
💜: Dr. Betty Shabazz
💜: Queen Ramonda
💜: Bernadine Harris “Bernie”
💜: Reva Devereaux
💜: Rosa Parks
💜: Coretta Scott King
💜: Stella Payne
💜: Voletta Wallace
💜… 🗣 YOU NAME IT!
Signed,
She will always be the 1, never the 2. 👑


When your intentions are pure, you never lose anyone, they lose you. – Nipsey Hussle 👑

Brooklyn Michelle Watson. My baby girl. My princess. My daughter. She also has seen me through the death of her pet Dad, a failed suicide attempt, a blindsided break-up and new beginnings. You started the game. You taught your little brother Carter the ropes even though he’s a dog. So many times I wanted to throw in the towel but I saw this precious face. Thank you for giving me a reason to live. 🙌🏼
Friday nights with Carter and I annoy you but you know us. 🫠🫶🏼😂
P.s.: Brooklyn is a 13 year old Domestic Short-haired Calico. 🐈

Carter Max Watson. My right hand man. My coolie-bop. My son. He’s literally seen me through the death of his pet Dad, a failed suicide attempt, a blindsided break-up, rebuilding and rebuilding again. Literally the most loyal in my life for over 12 years. When I wanted to give up I couldn’t because I have you. 🙌🏼
Friday nights with you are priceless. Dogs, we don’t deserve them. 🫶🏼
P.s.: Carter is a 12 year old Jack Russell Terrier and Whippet. 🐕



Thursday Re-Cap:
🫠 Random dream about the rapper Gunna.
😭 Left work early, major grief melt-down.
👑 Momma talked me off the ledge.
😋 Ate homemade chili in my HRC mug.
🤮 Dog puked and tried to eat it.
🥰 Watched Chicago P.D.
🙌🏼 Spent quality time with God.
Father God, continue to heal me. Continue to allow me to sit with these uncomfortable emotions, have these difficult conversations and sort through these painful feelings. Continue to force me to sit in my grief and loss because I ran from it for far too long. Continue to use my solitude for my healing. And Father, continue to use me to serve, inspire and help your people. May your will and only your will manifest and be done.
In Jesus’s sovereign, righteous and holy name, Amen.

March 8th 2022 vs. March 8th 2023
In love, God will often remove unhealthy things and people from our lives when we are too weak, too attached, or too blinded to see correctly. God makes the decision for us when we were not going to make the correct choice freely on our own.

My Momma Said: “Be careful who you decide to hurt. Plot twist, God acts on their behalf.” 🫠
Do not touch my anointed ones; do my prophets no harm. Psalms 105:15 NIV 🫶🏼