Forgive yourself. 🫶🏼 No one will ever play or play with me again. 🎀 That’s on Sonia. 👑💌🙌🏼
Forgive yourself. 🫶🏼
Tag: Sonia Mathis
❤️🩹…”Ate homemade chili in my Hillary Clinton mug.”…❤️🩹
Thursday Re-Cap:
🫠 Random dream about the rapper Gunna.
😭 Left work early, major grief melt-down.
👑 Momma talked me off the ledge.
😋 Ate homemade chili in my HRC mug.
🤮 Dog puked and tried to eat it.
🥰 Watched Chicago P.D.
🙌🏼 Spent quality time with God.
Father God, continue to heal me. Continue to allow me to sit with these uncomfortable emotions, have these difficult conversations and sort through these painful feelings. Continue to force me to sit in my grief and loss because I ran from it for far too long. Continue to use my solitude for my healing. And Father, continue to use me to serve, inspire and help your people. May your will and only your will manifest and be done.
In Jesus’s sovereign, righteous and holy name, Amen.
Psalms 105:15 NIV 🫶🏼
My Momma Said: “Be careful who you decide to hurt. Plot twist, God acts on their behalf.” 🫠
Do not touch my anointed ones; do my prophets no harm. Psalms 105:15 NIV 🫶🏼
Happy Mother’s Day 👑♥️
Happy Mother’s Day to the realest one on my team. Ten toes down no matter what. You told me I could survive and continue living without my late husband and be successful on my own. Never forgetting the mark he left but becoming my own woman. You told me it was okay to grieve, remember and honor him privately because none of that has to be done for the audience of social media. That my complicated grief and remembrance could be private and sacred.
You told me out of love that last little relationship wasn’t going to work because you can’t love people into their potential, they have to want it for themselves. You told me when someone shows you who they are believe them and don’t try to gaslight myself into believing differently. His loss.
You told me you admired my calling to serve other people but, to not set myself on fire to keep other people warm. You gave me your strength, many times when you had none for yourself.
You taught me the true meaning of “it is what it is”. You taught me the true meaning of “cry, then boss up”. You taught me that this world doesn’t owe me anything, but I owe myself everything.
You made me want to live again.
Happy Mother’s Day. Because with you, you deserve to be celebrated all days. I love you more than anything, even LaRoyce Hawkins. 🫶🏼♥️🎀
Healing Your Heart ❤️ Bundle
Back in May of 2022, after 21 months of love, commitment, encouragement, loyalty, service and support, I was completely blindsided by a break-up. Discarded. Suddenly and abruptly with no indication or inkling that while I was planning for the next exciting chapter together, he was preparing to jump ship leaving me behind. Devastated, in utter shock and embarrassed I embarked on my healing journey. Along the way, I crossed paths with what I call the “Holy Trinity for Heartbreak”. With everything in me, Stephan, these books helped save my life. Thank you so much for using your God-given gifts to heal broken hearts. 🫶🏼
Get ready to finally free yourself of the hurt from your past!
It’s time to get your heart in line. This powerful, insightful 3-book bundle will help you banish all the “baggage” that’s been weighing you down. You’ll feel like a brand new, miraculously healed person after reading!
The affirmations, scriptures, and prayers shared here are going to completely change your perspective on life, plus give you the peace, hope and encouragement you need to be happier.
Here’s what’s included:
1. Love After Heartbreak Volume 1: Your ultimate guide to hope, healing, letting go of the pain, understanding emotions, and moving on to more promising, healthy future relationships!
2. Daily Affirmations for Healing: Great affirmations to improve your mindset, love life, and overall mood! You can read these before bed, first thing in the morning, on a coffee break, at the beach, or any time you need your daily dose of healing!
3. Healing Heartbreak Journal: Fun soul-soothing exercises, scriptures, prayers, and activities all designed to comfort, encourage, and uplift you on your personal healing journey!
If you want to better understand why your past is making you grieve so much, how to practice self-care after getting hurt, and find the answers you need to fully heal your heart going forward, then this bundle is for you!
Every word in these books has been carefully crafted with spiritual lenses from God.
Order now to undergo a rare, life-changing, & beautiful cathartic experience you won’t get anywhere else! ❤️🩹 The relief and strength you need could be closer than you think.
Chapter 32. 🎀
Chapter 32. 🎀 To my life source, my Queen, my Mommy, my Best Friend. Thank you for always summoning your strength to support me through my most chaotic, fragile, and devastating moments. I have survived these 32 years because of your love, guidance, correction, kindness, compassion, and encouragement. I am nothing without you. I love you more than anything. Thank you for giving me life not once but many times over. ♥️
