Carter Max Watson. 🫶🏼

Carter Max Watson. My right hand man. My coolie-bop. My son. He’s literally seen me through the death of his pet Dad, a failed suicide attempt, a blindsided break-up, rebuilding and rebuilding again. Literally the most loyal in my life for over 12 years. When I wanted to give up I couldn’t because I have you. 🙌🏼

Friday nights with you are priceless. Dogs, we don’t deserve them. 🫶🏼

P.s.: Carter is a 12 year old Jack Russell Terrier and Whippet. 🐕

❤️‍🩹…”Ate homemade chili in my Hillary Clinton mug.”…❤️‍🩹

Thursday Re-Cap:

🫠 Random dream about the rapper Gunna.
😭 Left work early, major grief melt-down.
👑 Momma talked me off the ledge.
😋 Ate homemade chili in my HRC mug.
🤮 Dog puked and tried to eat it.
🥰 Watched Chicago P.D.
🙌🏼 Spent quality time with God.

Father God, continue to heal me. Continue to allow me to sit with these uncomfortable emotions, have these difficult conversations and sort through these painful feelings. Continue to force me to sit in my grief and loss because I ran from it for far too long. Continue to use my solitude for my healing. And Father, continue to use me to serve, inspire and help your people. May your will and only your will manifest and be done.

In Jesus’s sovereign, righteous and holy name, Amen.

Samsung Health 🧠

March 8th 2022 vs. March 8th 2023

In love, God will often remove unhealthy things and people from our lives when we are too weak, too attached, or too blinded to see correctly. God makes the decision for us when we were not going to make the correct choice freely on our own.